My first annual "more than once annually" post

I hope, anyways.

I can't tell you the number of times I ALMOST blogged about this or that - from travels to relationships to God to politics. SO much to say, so little time (or patience) to post. And the longer I wait, the harder it is to forgive myself for letting the site go dormant. Thus inertia took over....
As was pointed out today by my very dearest friend, perhaps I need to get over that and just DO something. Anything. Just 'baby steps.' Just something.
What?! Let go of my OCD ways? All by myself? No wonder it's taken over a year... *wink* but I think I'm ready for Step 1 of my own personal 12 step program: Admitting I have a problem.
So here I am, an incurable perfectionist living in a stream-of-consciousness "better out than in" society. To some, it makes me a snob.
Or just quiet.
Or a bit unpredictable - some might even say unreliable.
I don't know. Whatever it SEEMS, it IS who and what I am. It's messy. Often quiet. Pretty unpredictable, but always trying to be reliable. And it definitely keeps me from being a "daily update" kind of blogger... Try as I may to embrace that lifestyle, I always seem to fail. Perhaps, instead, I should just focus on answering this question:
"Ok then, what kind of blogger am I?"
Hell if I know... But it wouldn't kill me to be a little better disciplined about it, would it? So here goes. Let the experiment begin! Stop by if you like, comment if you so choose, but whatever you do, please don't hold my discombobulation against me. After all, it's against my nature so believe me when I say that it bothers me too....